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Scott 'has zero self-respect' Summers ([personal profile] laserguy) wrote2023-04-19 07:51 pm
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-05 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Enter she does! Under normal circumstances, she'd just assume she's allowed in, maybe flounce around a little and poke around while chatting, but- right now, she just looks around with a little curiosity for anything immediately obvious, checks for a cue to see if she should take her shoes off, and then picks a clear spot to lean against the wall with a sigh.

She's not sure she believes him about the tree, but she gives him a grateful little smile for his efforts anyway.]


You asked if I had an ability before? That's mine. One of them, anyway. Has... anyone told you about Personas?

[If someone else had explained it already, that would make it so much easier.]
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-06 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't judge him for his messy room, at least! There are more important things to worry about, like the slight wrinkle to her nose at the unfortunate realization that yeah, she's gonna have to be the one to explain. Uuuggghhh...]

Kind of, yeah. [She manages a wan little smile and nods, folding her hands in her lap and leaning back to gaze up at the ceiling. Her thumb rotates a small, faintly glowing ring on her right ring finger; it's a little big for her, but she's gentle with it.]

I guess the easiest way to explain it is that we use our Evokers to summon a manifestation of our souls. A Persona. Thanatos is... one of mine.

[So- yeah. Part of her soul is a literal avatar of death! A fun party trick.]
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-07 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Normally, she'd expect that he wouldn't believe her, but it's hard to argue with actually seeing him in action. She blinks at him with more than a little surprise at his pronouncement, bringing her right hand to her heart for a moment as she huffs out a humorless little laugh.]

You think so? [The tense set to her shoulders doesn't completely ease, but she relaxes, just a little bit, at the sight of his smile. She's still expecting anger, betrayal, outrage, disappointment -- any of those emotions to spill over because she's the leader. If anyone should have maintained control, it was her. Her own smile doesn't quite reach her eyes, but she makes the effort to drag it to her lips, anyway.]

The marks did... something. Messed with my ability to control him. I couldn't use any of my other Personas, or even really get through to him. That's... I've seen what happens when someone loses control of their Persona, but it's never happened to me.

[Her fingers tighten a little into the fabric of her blouse, but as much as she'd like to, she doesn't let herself look away. They were still her actions, and they're still her responsibility.]
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-07 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[He says it like it's obvious: yeah. She'd never thought of it that way before? None of her teammates had ever really talked about their different Personas, or the meanings behind them, if there were any. Akira and Akechi and Violet had been more interested in that kind of thing. It's... weirdly flattering that he thinks so? Like an indirect way of saying he thinks she's cool, in spite of it all.

So maybe it's that, coupled with the relief that he gets it, that she didn't lose a friend over it, that propels her forward into wrapping her arms around him in a hug. It's not like they know each other well, but she'd decided they were friends at the first meeting.]


Thanks. Her voice is a little muffled, but she squeezes him tight. Maybe not the best thing to do considering what Thanatos had done, but you know. It's the thought that counts, maybe?] I... thanks.

[That's all. Thanks for letting her explain, thanks for giving her a chance, thanks for not hating her. Just thanks.]
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-08 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[At least she doesn't cry. She usually doesn't cry, even if after the events of the past several days, she feels like she wants to. With a quiet sigh of relief, she just lets herself stay there in that hug for a few long seconds.

The apology does kind of make her laugh, just a humorless little huff through her nose as she pulls back and just plops down unceremoniously on the bed next to him, leaning back and propping herself up on her hands.]


It's okay. I'd probably have done the same thing, you know? You were just defending yourself.

[The idea that she might hold a grudge against him is laughable, really. She's the one who attacked him; he's not at fault at all.]

Thanatos is me, basically, so-- it was just me, really. Like, my Personas are all separate, and Thanatos is definitely a special case, but... [she waves a hand, scrunching up her face before just shrugging and laughing helplessly. It's complicated.] Don't worry about it.
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-08 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[She laughs again.]

Thanatos isn't weak to fire, but don't worry, it still hurt a lot! It's a really powerful attack. But I've been hit by way worse.

[He probably wasn't worrying about that... unless he was? Boys are weird about how strong they are, she thinks. If Thanatos had been weak to fire, it would've been another story entirely.

Anyway. She grins with a little bit of embarrassed amusement as she tips her head toward him.]


Some of them are the jealous type. I don't know about favorite, but he is special. I guess you could say he's been part of me the longest...? Before I even really knew about my potential. He's also the only one I ever really got to know and talk to. Or like, a part of him, anyway. [First Pharos, then Thanatos, then Ryoji, then...] Avatars of death are way more complicated than you'd think.
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-10 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[She is okay! And it's a misguided attempt at trying to salve his own feelings, so probably best to just let her have this moment. Instead, she just huffs quietly through her nose and gives him a weary little smile.]

It kind of is, huh? [Taking the teasing absolutely in stride, because yeah! He's not wrong! And it's funny when he puts it like that! But she nudges his shoulder gently.] He's... a part of me. It's really the best kind of explanation I can give. I have a lot of Personas, but Thanatos was one of the first. Him and Orpheus, anyway.

I really am glad you're okay, though. [She lets herself rest against his shoulder, just a little, as if in reassurance.] I mean that.
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-12 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[She hums her dissent. Mm-mm, not really, not before joining SEES. After that, it was almost required to have a passing knowledge of Greco-Roman mythology -- in addition to a bunch of others.

No point mentioning the Norse gods or literal angels she has in her heart right now, or the ones who've passed through before. That's just so much to explain when she can just move on.]


Has it happened to you? [She taps close to her eye, where glasses would sit if she were wearing ones like Scott's.] Lost control of your powers, I mean.

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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-12 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That's... kind of cool, though. [Like how he'd described Thanatos, honestly, but she means it. No need to use an Evoker, no need to make bargains with literal demons, just -- something he has, something he was born with, maybe? Her smile is a little wry as she nods.] It's good you didn't hurt him, but being able to just do something like that... it's impressive.

[She shrugs. Maybe her metric for "things that are cool" is kind of off compared to most people, but SEES does that to a person.]

How'd you get the glasses? I guess someone came to investigate the explosion?
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-13 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[If Scott thinks her summoning death and a bunch of other mythological buddies is cool, she's allowed to think literally shooting lasers out of his eyes is cool, too! Again, her perspective might be warped, but can't help being a Persona-user.]

Mutants?

[She makes a bit of a face. Maybe it's a mistranslation with the charm, but doesn't that sound kind of rude?]

Is that really what they call people like you?
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-15 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[Just "oh," because that at once explains a lot and not nearly enough. It still sounds kind of rude to her ears, but she just shrugs, taking him at his word. She's not the one to argue over semantics!

...Also the other powers sound way cooler, but she isn't going to say that. Probably. It's very hard not to say that.]


Well, that's good then! We're just called "Persona-users," [she does air-quotes with her fingers and snorts a laugh.] But we're not on TV or anything. Most people don't know anything about us. It's better that way, probably. Explaining it is a pain.
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-06-15 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't come up with it.

[Considering Mitsuru's dad and grandpa, though, it makes complete sense. She wrinkles her nose a little at the idea of being ~known~ and shakes her head. For one thing, President Tanaka had promised to make her famous as a spokesperson for his brand and the whole process sounded like hell, not to mention everything she'd heard about being a celebrity from Akechi just sounded like so much work.]

I don't really care about being famous. I'm okay if just my friends remember me! Besides, it's not really hiding. It's just that I'm not gonna summon my Personas for no reason. You know, everyone will panic, blah-blah-blah.

[She points a finger at her temple in mimicry of her usual motion with the Evoker and mimes pulling the trigger, tilting her own head sideways with the imagined impact.]

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