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Scott 'has zero self-respect' Summers ([personal profile] laserguy) wrote2025-04-24 11:21 pm
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-08 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Junpei starts typing. Rethinks it and deletes. Then starts typing again. Decides to nix that as well. His thoughts are kind of a jumble and he's not even sure where to begin with it all. Finally, he settles on something simple. Scott can set the pace of whether he wants more details or not. Junpei wouldn't blame him if he didn't. ]

you ever see someone die before, scott?
and like
not JUST die...

i'm talking like
it's a lightsaber battle
and the other person's only fighting with their fists

that kinda thing?
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-09 11:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's good. It's a good thing Scott hasn't. That much is a relief. And in a way, it puts Junpei more at ease because Scott truly might understand where he's coming from. Why this is weighing on him. He couldn't talk about it with Vergil or Mizu. For them, death is as natural as breath. He couldn't talk about it with Kyoko or Nico. Kyoko because he always felt he had to act tougher than he is around her and Nico, he'd really just met. That's not the type of shit you dump on a near stranger (even if they are kinda goth). ]

nah
it's more like
the guy on OUR side was vader
he did it to save my ass

and i got front row seats
right in the splatter zone, dude

these ppl were doomed anyway
i know that
but still i'd wanted to save them somehow
convince them to come with us
something

all i did for them was something way worse


[ The next question is, perhaps, the hardest to type. Because this is the basis of all that's been haunting his mind. This is what he's been wrestling during his sleepless hours. ]

are we the good guys, scott?
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-10 10:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's unseen, but after reading what Scott sends, Junpei smiles. His first, earnest smile since getting back to Etraya. Seemed he made a good call trusting Scott with this. Because Scott truly does get it. He doesn't poke fun at him. Doesn't tell him to man up. He's on the same page and that's nice. It's nice to have found a true friend in the midst of all this bullshit. ]

hell yeah, dude

[ And then with a little more conviction: ]

hell yeah it's good

cuz i guess
when you think about it
even the REBELS couldn't save everyone, right?
but they did their best
and that's what we can do too

i don't think OUR vader's a bad guy
but i swore i'd show him there's a better way
so let's do it, dude


[ He nods to himself and then opts to switch over to voice. It's undeniable that Junpei sounds tired, definitely less energetic. But he doesn't want his texts to be mistaken as anything other than sincerity -- and voice is the best option for that. ]

Let's do this team thing for real. You and me and other people who feel this same kinda way. 'cuz I'm gonna focus and do my damnedest to get stronger before the next mission. That way no one has to save me again. And it'd be great to have you there with me every step of the way. Ain't no way they're gonna bench my boy again!

[ Then, a bit louder as he talks to the emptiness of his apartment: ]

Ya hear that, Echo??

[ Who knows how omniscient Echo or whatever is, but Junpei throws it out into the universe anyway because Scott has officially unlocked Ride or Die status and he ain't scared of whatever clapback their god-like captor might have. Fortunately, he's not struck by lightning. All he gets is the continued silence of the apartment. ]
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-11 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
Aw yeah. Now I'm fired up.

[ The grin is evident in his voice, although the way Junpei says it is less obnoxious teen energy and something more earnest. He's serious about all this. Coming back from that mission has changed him in a lot of ways, made him realize this isn't just some game or hero fantasy. This is real. What they're doing matters and has real stakes/consequences. It's bigger than SEES. And it's also something he can't do alone. Choosing Scott is a little like being team captain in gym class and getting to pick your teammates first. He's getting the best of the best! ]

Did you get caught up in that darkness shit when the lights went out back at base?

[ Scott seems okay now. There's nothing in his voice to indicate any kind of lingering apathy beyond the normal affect. But the thought of any of his friends falling victim to apathy syndrome is terrifying. That's the sort of shit Junpei had been glad to leave behind. ]
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-12 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
...fuck.

[ It had been something he worried about. Hell, it had been the reason Junpei took off on his team when he noticed the lights had gone out in the first place. He worried his friends might be there. And he was right for that worry because they were. Except it leaves this nagging swell of guilt in the pit of his stomach because he hadn't gotten to them. When he got to base, it had been chaos and when he saw Dylan succumbing to the darkness, he had to act immediately. Get him out.

But he should have gone back. Should have doubled back and made a second sweep. He should have done better. For Scott and for Sandry. Damnit. ]


Yeah. That was Apathy Syndrome. It leaves people without a care in the world and they're just as content to sit there and waste away. It's the shit me and my team are fighting against back home...what Shadows do to the people in the city. But the way it set on in that darkness was unlike anything I'd ever seen before. There was no fighting it, bro. Not until you got in the light.

[ No matter how strong anyone was, they would have succumbed. So he hopes Scott doesn't feel weak for getting hit by it. But please forgive Junpei for the concern in his voice when he asks the following: ]

But...it's gone now, right? Nothing lingering? You're back to normal?

[ He just cares, man. ]
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-14 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Junpei makes a small sound of affirmation after Scott's question, but doesn't volunteer more information. Rehashing the similarities of Apathy Syndrome and whatever the darkness did wasn't really something he wanted to get into because it was just another shitty thing to add to the onslaught of shitty things about this past mission. It's more important to make sure Scott's okay and that pause makes his heart sink with dread.

Of course, Scott pops back in with the reassurance, and Junpei dutifully lets out a laugh. A single heh. Because that's his role as bro. To laugh at the jokes. But part of him wonders if there's more. If there's something Scott might not be saying or just something further on his mind. ]


I managed alright. I got a scarf made by this girl who could enchant it with light. Really saved my ass to have that on me out there. She's something else, dude.

[ A pause. Junpei contemplates digging a little further, needling Scott to see if he might open up a bit more. But that might be something better done in person. ]

Yo, you wanna hit up that 24/7 diner near your place? I just need to hop in the shower real fast and could probably make it to the trolley in time to get there in like a half hour? I know it's late and all, so if you're tired, I get it. But we got no parents breathing down our neck, so why the fuck not get eggs and bacon at 2am?

[ He playfully stage whispers: ]

....that's the American thing, right? Eggs and bacon??
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-16 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Junpei smiles when Scott is the one to make the suggestion because Junpei so would have vouched for Sandry to be part of their little group at some point anyway. ]

Yeah, man. I'll for sure ask her.

[ But it's really starting to take shape. This team of theirs. Junpei, Scott, Sandry and Maelle. He had yet to meet her, but if she comes on Scott's recommendation then she's gotta be good people! And now that this isn't just a team where Junpei was trying to be cool and show off some bullshit leadership skills he doesn't actually have, he's down to fill it with the best people they could. Give them all a fighting chance and someone to count on out there in whatever world they wind up in next.

Yeah. This is gonna be good.

It's subtle, but unmistakable how Junpei lets out a breath of relief when Scott agrees to the diner. This is his first step toward putting himself back together after the mission -- getting cleaned up, seeing a friend, socializing, and getting back to some semblance of normal. But also! It's the very first team meeting in a way, isn't it? Scott and Junpei as the co-founders. A meeting of the minds at 2am, eating until they felt sick. Actually, Junpei needed to eat something of substance. He'd barely had much of an appetite these past few days and the hunger gnaws at him more than ever now. ]


Oh, dude. That sounds like heaven. I will totally defer to your wisdom on this, my badass American bro. Steer me right! Heh. See ya in a few.
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-18 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Junpei almost didn't make it...mostly because he almost missed the trolley and its stupidly tight schedule. But after making a mad dash, he got there just in the nick of time. Phew. Safe! And he even has time to catch his breath before it rolls up to the diner, allowing him to look cool and casual as he steps off -- energy drink in hand, hat on backwards and everything. ]

Dude, I am so fucking ready.

[ He polishes off the last of his can, tossing it into the trash bin nearby before a hand comes forward to clap against Scott's and draw him in for that standard bro hug. And then he draws back with a grin. Despite looking tired as hell, the smile manages to reach his eyes. ]

Thanks for coming out, though. Seriously. I'd probably just spend the rest of the time moping between missions if I didn't have a pal like you to have my back.

[ What a dumb and sappy thing to say, and Junpei looks off toward the door, suitably embarrassed by it. It's entirely new territory...this being open and honest with his friends thing. ]
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-21 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kyaaaa. Scott is so cool and nonchalant. But Junpei appreciates it -- the way Scott looks the other way and doesn't make fun of him for all of this. He's far too used to being the butt of people's jokes that it's pretty refreshing to not be for once. ]

Alright, then let's feast, my dude!

[ Junpei leads the way into the diner. As expected, it's a ghost town which gives them choice pick of their seats. Naturally that means Junpei goes for a corner booth. All the cool guys who meet at restaurants to conduct their cool guy business pick a corner booth!! He settles in and picks up the menu, glancing over the offerings even though he already knows what they're getting. ]

So! Our team. We're gonna have to come up with a cool name, yanno. We could just be The Rebels, but...I think we can do one better. Something original. But also something totally badass! Like.....The Etrayan Eagles!

[ He mulls over the name for a moment. ]

That sounds a little more like a baseball team, though. Doesn't really fit our vibe. Maybe....

[ Thinking, thinking, thinking. ]

The Mischieviants. We're misfits. We're mischievous. We're deviants!

[ Please come up with something better, bro. ]
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[personal profile] critpei 2026-02-23 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ouch. Critical hit. Junpei dramatically places a hand against his chest when Scott punches the point of it needing to be something cool. Thoroughly and completely rejecting Mischieviants. But Junpei's back to smiling only a moment later. ]

Fighting's cool and all, but I don't want a team that's full on assault and no defense. It's great to be a fantastic slugger, but the real MVPs can play in the field, too!

[ He lowers his menu with a slight sigh. ]

Truth is, we don't know what this place is gonna throw at us next. So we need a crew that can have each others back no matter what. Whether that's on the field or just as friends. Maybe we can make a group chat or something where we can check in on each other during missions if we get separated? Or go one step further and have our own walkies. Just in case the network goes down.

[ Junpei looks at Scott, tilting his head curiously. ]

You run any of this by Maelle yet?

[ Or is this just a team of two so far? Two Very Cool Dudes, of course. But still....that's less of a team and more of a partnership. ]