[It's harder for Scott to hide his thoughts, his feelings like this. Emotions slip out through the link-- the young mutant obviously upset. It's stupid because he and Julian never got along, but one of the last things the other said to him is that he didn't actually hate him.
And of course Hope was pretty cool to hang out with. Despite all that weirdness. But it just feels like he keeps on wasting his chance in getting to know the others.]
( like cable, hope was family to him, and as with all those he comes to care for, they disappear. or die. julian... he liked him. the mutant had been there for him and they'd bonded in ways that made him smile. now he's just another memory of someone gone from his life. )
[Sulky, moody. He never thought he'd actually miss Julian of all people, but it really just... sucks. Maybe he should just focus on the fact that they're back home.]
I don't want to suddenly find that you're gone before I even tried okay.
[So rude of Nate making him talk about his feelings!!]
Because you're. [His not!son. But. They both agreed that was weird. Though is it really possible to fully ignore that?] Nate. And. You actually tried to talk to me before. And it sucked when I thought you were in a coma and everything.
[It feels hard to ask, but these awkward feelings don't stack in comparison to losing more of his weird not family without him trying at least a little.]
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Even them.
It feels like a lot of us are disappearing.
[He doesn't even bother to bring up the favorite spot like last time. If Nate says they're gone.....]
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( and he won't let scott feel anything from him on his end. )
Just thought I'd let you know.
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[It's harder for Scott to hide his thoughts, his feelings like this. Emotions slip out through the link-- the young mutant obviously upset. It's stupid because he and Julian never got along, but one of the last things the other said to him is that he didn't actually hate him.
And of course Hope was pretty cool to hang out with. Despite all that weirdness. But it just feels like he keeps on wasting his chance in getting to know the others.]
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Don't think we really get a choice.
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[Sulky, moody. He never thought he'd actually miss Julian of all people, but it really just... sucks. Maybe he should just focus on the fact that they're back home.]
I don't want to suddenly find that you're gone before I even tried okay.
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Tried to know you better.
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( he knows it's weird and that scott has a lot of shit on his plate personally. )
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[If he sounds a little vulnerable ignore it okay. Thanks.]
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( is that rude to ask? well. too late. )
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Because you're. [His not!son. But. They both agreed that was weird. Though is it really possible to fully ignore that?] Nate. And. You actually tried to talk to me before. And it sucked when I thought you were in a coma and everything.
[Is he making a lot of sense? Probably not.]
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( just saying. )
I'm not looking to disappear, for what it's worth.
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Look. Can we? Hang out or talk. Or whatever.
[It feels hard to ask, but these awkward feelings don't stack in comparison to losing more of his weird not family without him trying at least a little.]