[Sulky, moody. He never thought he'd actually miss Julian of all people, but it really just... sucks. Maybe he should just focus on the fact that they're back home.]
I don't want to suddenly find that you're gone before I even tried okay.
[So rude of Nate making him talk about his feelings!!]
Because you're. [His not!son. But. They both agreed that was weird. Though is it really possible to fully ignore that?] Nate. And. You actually tried to talk to me before. And it sucked when I thought you were in a coma and everything.
[It feels hard to ask, but these awkward feelings don't stack in comparison to losing more of his weird not family without him trying at least a little.]
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[Sulky, moody. He never thought he'd actually miss Julian of all people, but it really just... sucks. Maybe he should just focus on the fact that they're back home.]
I don't want to suddenly find that you're gone before I even tried okay.
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Tried to know you better.
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( he knows it's weird and that scott has a lot of shit on his plate personally. )
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[If he sounds a little vulnerable ignore it okay. Thanks.]
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( is that rude to ask? well. too late. )
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Because you're. [His not!son. But. They both agreed that was weird. Though is it really possible to fully ignore that?] Nate. And. You actually tried to talk to me before. And it sucked when I thought you were in a coma and everything.
[Is he making a lot of sense? Probably not.]
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( just saying. )
I'm not looking to disappear, for what it's worth.
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Look. Can we? Hang out or talk. Or whatever.
[It feels hard to ask, but these awkward feelings don't stack in comparison to losing more of his weird not family without him trying at least a little.]