[He wasn't actually there, but he tries to remember everything Akira told him.]
They made it to the hospital to recover. Pretty sure the staff had to strap my friend down because he was being a crazy asshole. If you're asking if I did anything, I visited them later. Just to see how they were doing.
[ she frowns a little over her friend's message, not out of disappointment, but... more so envious. she wishes her circumstances were just that easy. or maybe it is and she hasn't solved this complicated equation yet. ]
The two people I care about hate each other, but both care a lot of about me. I've been in the middle between them for a while now. I got tired of the fighting and yelling.
I told them that I didn't care if they went off and killed each other. I didn't really mean it, though. I was just. angry. But they did that at the Tower. I didn't go there, and I don't know anything about this Tower thing. All I know is that the fight took place there. I don't know how it started either or who went at who first, I don't know if it matters if they both died by the other's hand.
But I got really upset and said some more things, then I stopped talking to them both. One reached out and shown me screenshots of their talk and how they made a truce. But the one I said stuff to, I think I really hurt their feelings and I don't know how to say I'm sorry besides just saying... "I'm sorry". I don't think saying that is enough.
[Since it sounds pretty much impossible for these two people to get along, a truce probably is the best solution. There's disagreements and then there's killing each other. Okay, but how to handle this. Geez, it's not like he's an expert on crap like this, but guess if he tried to think how she'd feel, place himself in her shoes...]
tell that person how you feel. like more than just 'i'm sorry,' but it sucks that you two fight and you care about them. make them follow that truce.
uh, you don't live with them, do you? because in that case, definitely find your own place.
I'm working on that. I'm just not great with words...
I live with one of them, but I have my own place too. I crash there sometimes and check on the place to make sure it hasn't been broken into or appliances aren't dead.
might help to write it out first? before just going straight in.
yeah, okay, take some time away from them. both of them. use that time thinking about what you want to say. also, easier said than done, but don't get mad.
i can speak from experience, getting angry just... doesn't help.
A little too late with the "getting angry" bit, but... yeah. I'm seeing that now.
Thanks for hearing me out, Scott, by the way. Sorry, that I'm not making myself known. I'm not really ready for that, either. I don't want my friends to get pissy and charge at them too with everything is still so fresh, you know?
yeah, i know that it sucks. just like 'why didn't i control my temper better back then?' it's not easy still, even now.
it's cool, i think i get it. although, i did just mention the whole controlling my anger bit and feels like i'd be disproving my point if i charged at your friends right after this.
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They made it to the hospital to recover. Pretty sure the staff had to strap my friend down because he was being a crazy asshole. If you're asking if I did anything, I visited them later. Just to see how they were doing.
What happened to you?
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The two people I care about hate each other, but both care a lot of about me. I've been in the middle between them for a while now. I got tired of the fighting and yelling.
I told them that I didn't care if they went off and killed each other. I didn't really mean it, though. I was just. angry. But they did that at the Tower. I didn't go there, and I don't know anything about this Tower thing. All I know is that the fight took place there. I don't know how it started either or who went at who first, I don't know if it matters if they both died by the other's hand.
But I got really upset and said some more things, then I stopped talking to them both. One reached out and shown me screenshots of their talk and how they made a truce. But the one I said stuff to, I think I really hurt their feelings and I don't know how to say I'm sorry besides just saying... "I'm sorry". I don't think saying that is enough.
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tell that person how you feel. like more than just 'i'm sorry,' but it sucks that you two fight and you care about them. make them follow that truce.
uh, you don't live with them, do you? because in that case, definitely find your own place.
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I live with one of them, but I have my own place too. I crash there sometimes and check on the place to make sure it hasn't been broken into or appliances aren't dead.
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yeah, okay, take some time away from them. both of them. use that time thinking about what you want to say. also, easier said than done, but don't get mad.
i can speak from experience, getting angry just... doesn't help.
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Thanks for hearing me out, Scott, by the way. Sorry, that I'm not making myself known. I'm not really ready for that, either. I don't want my friends to get pissy and charge at them too with everything is still so fresh, you know?
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it's cool, i think i get it. although, i did just mention the whole controlling my anger bit and feels like i'd be disproving my point if i charged at your friends right after this.
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We can go for sandwiches too.
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[It has really become his thing...]
and tell me how things turn out, alright?
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I will. Thanks again...