[He knows. He knows far too well. His heart feels heavy, knowing that he'd miss people regardless of where he was but home would always come first and foremost. He feels oddly guilty over that, but he's snapped out of his guilt ridden mind when he feels that hand on top of his shoulder. The physical touch enough to relax his weary mind for the time being, as he reaches out to touch that hand in turn.
Alexander doesn't realize how tightly he's squeezing Scott's hand. Right now, it's enough in the moment and he suddenly feels his body wanting to fall back into a long slumber from the comfort. Enough where he feels his eyes growing heavy; visible in his whole expression as he turns his head to look at him.]
... I know.
[And he finally laughs, a bit tiredly at that.]
I guess it's a bit funny... That I feel guilty for feeling the way to do. My loved ones back home will always be a priority, but that doesn't mean that I think lesser of anyone here.
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Alexander doesn't realize how tightly he's squeezing Scott's hand. Right now, it's enough in the moment and he suddenly feels his body wanting to fall back into a long slumber from the comfort. Enough where he feels his eyes growing heavy; visible in his whole expression as he turns his head to look at him.]
... I know.
[And he finally laughs, a bit tiredly at that.]
I guess it's a bit funny... That I feel guilty for feeling the way to do. My loved ones back home will always be a priority, but that doesn't mean that I think lesser of anyone here.