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Scott 'has zero self-respect' Summers ([personal profile] laserguy) wrote2025-04-24 11:21 pm
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[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-06-07 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
( It’s strange. It’s like… even before he woke from the psychic coma he’d placed himself into, somehow, deep down, some unconscious part of him knew Scott knew. Maybe some part of his mind had been listening. Maybe he’d simply felt it the moment he woke and had only clued in to what he was feeling after he’d felt more like himself and less groggy. Whatever the case, Scott knows their blood relation to one another — the extent of that he doesn’t know just yet — and that means… the cat’s out of the bag.

Great.

It’s only when he’s feeling better physically and telepathically — emotionally is a whole different ballgame right now — that he starts to really think about how to go about this. He’s not going to avoid him. He can’t. Well. He could as he certainly has the telepathic means to, but. Scott doesn't deserve that and he can’t bring himself to do that to him. Plus, he’s sure the other would hunt him down at some point. So. Yeah. This is a whole Thing now. Nice going, Julian. Although, he’s not even mad at the other mutant as he didn’t know to not really say anything and why would he when it’s something they all seem to know and deal with back on their Earth?

Whatever. Anyways. Nate’s outside, high in the sky, floating in his little telekinetic bubble as he often does when he wants to be away from everyone. Eyes shut, mind blocking out the noise, wishing Forge was here to help him with this; he’s been missing Forge a lot lately. The irony there when he considered the other mutant a father figure… and has an alternate version of his blood father here with him now. When he drops down it’s near Scott and he stands there. Quiet. Blue eyes matching the blue Scott had before his mutation kicked in and denied him ever being able to see without that visor and ruby quartz glasses again. So. Yeah. )


Hey.

( That works, right? )
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[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-06-08 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
( Alright. So. That's a little ouch?

His gaze drops when Scott says that — a flicker of thinking maybe this was a bad idea to come talk to him crossing his thoughts. But he figures it's fair, especially with feeling as though he'd been kept in the dark with all... this. He can relate to that frustration — hates being kept in the dark himself, so. Yeah. He gets it, just... it sucks.

Also, is this where he gets his moodiness from? Maybe.

Sigh on his lips, he stands there. Quiet. Mulling over how to handle this, what to say, and just... finds himself at a sort of loss with it all. )


I'm sorry.

( He offers then, gently. )

I didn't think you needed that on your plate with everything else here.

( Especially with Scott being so new to being a mutant and all, never mind the whole a lot younger part, though that certainly plays its own part with all this. Arms coming to fold in front of his chest, he lets out another sigh. )

I don't... know you. Him, I mean. Scott Summers. I know of him, but I've never really met him. Never talked to him much. Just in passing once. So it's... weird for me, too.
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[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-06-10 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
( The sound that leaves him is one that's both soft and tired, a brush of his tongue over his bottom lips as he shrugs, staring down some with a shake of his head to follow, white bangs falling in front of his face as he does. )

Not like I'd blame you if you did.

( Hate him, that is. Although he can't exactly say he'd be happy about it, but.

He falls silent then. Blue eyes staring down. He... doesn't know what to say here — doesn't even really know what to feel when he doesn't know his blood parents back on Earth. Knows of them, sure. But beyond that and the extremely brief conversation he'd had with them at all in passing, they're still strangers to him as he himself might be to them. So. In other words, there's a lot of awkward to be had here. )


I don't... know them because I wasn't... born. Not like people usually are. ( He sighs. ) I was made. In a lab. To be a weapon for someone. It's why I don't know you. Him. I never knew about who I was made from until recently.
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[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-06-11 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
( Scott's anger gets his gaze to lift — gets those bright blue eyes of his to gently stare to the other mutant and he's... quiet. Shielding himself, even. Not wanting all the things Scott is feeling right now to splatter all over him. Being empathic like he is, it sucks sometimes, just as much as it does being a telepath.

Licking over his lips, he shakes his head, dropping his gaze again. )


Just because that's why I was made, doesn't mean it has to be that way for me.

( It's what he's been telling himself — what he's told Sinister himself and what he wants out of the time he has left to him in this life he never asked for. To find some semblance of normalcy within the chaos that is his life and live it, the best that he can, without being used as a weapon in anyone's war. )

I'm figuring it out. Or trying to but... something always happens when I do. Or that's how it was back on Earth anyways.

( Here it's... a little different. )
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[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-06-12 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
( Something always happens, yeah. Seems to be a running theme with being a mutant. Granted, it's a little more... personal drama?? than mutant-related here. Back on the Earth he's found himself on now, it's more about who he is and what he can do than anything else, but. He's still had a couple moments in his personal life that have been very... difficult, for lack of a better word.

He looks to Scott when he says what he does and he shakes his head before he looks back down. )


You're just Scott.

( It's said as a means to alleviate the pressure of feeling as though he needs to be that for or to him because... it's weird. For the both of them. For different and similar reasons. )

It doesn't have to be or mean anything else between us.