I'm Scott Summers and yeah I always need to wear these sunglasses, thanks for asking.
My Future Plans
Going back home.
My Talents
A lot of things.
Favorite Books, Movies, Music, and Food
Stuff that doesn't suck.
My Ideal Partner
...
Height
5'8"
Body Type
Lean, athletic build
Smokes
No
Drinks
No (mostly because underage)
Drugs
No
Sign
Libra
Education
Xavier's Institute
Occupation
Student
Income
None
Children
No
Pets
No
Hobbies
Normal things
You didn't? Urgh, that means I must have mentioned it to someone else...
He confronted me about it rather aggressively via the Watch. Told me to give him names of who I told but I didn't want to paint targets, and I can't recall who I've mentioned it to... I've just used it in explanation.
It's fine, he never came over like he threatened to, so he must have calmed down. I think.
First of all, I'm not giving your name out at all. He could hurt you in his rage, and he'd regret that too.
Second of all, he didn't directly threaten to kill me, but he said things like "how many times do I have to tell you not to piss me off" and "if you don't tell me, I'm going to come over there." Which is a threat enough, I think? But it's been a day since I ignored that, and he hasn't shown up. So, it's fine.
He said someone had come to "fact check" me, which I had just assumed was you... Now I'm a bit worried, but I wonder if he's making some things up, or misremembering from those shifts of his.
i'm not worried about him hurting me. if he's going to hurt anyone, it might as well be me anyway. hero thing, remember? also mutant like him.
uh yeah dude, i'd say that's pretty threatening. but if he hasn't shown up yet then i doubt he will. maybe he is getting better. that's what i want for him.
yeah i've talked to him not too long after our conservation in the onsen. i just didn't mention the wall thing.
Hero or not, I do care about you. Let's try for a path where no one gets hurt at all. So, probably don't mention I told you he messaged me.
( He's trying to think about who else he might have told about the wall... Dodger knew about Bakugo. Surely he'd assume Dabi knew too? And Dabi wasn't the type to talk idly to him, anyway, let alone reveal anything. Who else... the brothers...?? Had he even mentioned that to them?
Thinking about this is exhausting. )
If it's not a bother, can I maybe ask this?
I saw that wall after he reluctantly brought me to his room while I was in a vulnerable state. He told me not to tell anyone about it, and I may have agreed in the moment to avoid violence. But now, I feel it's fair to bring up when explaining why I'm bothered by him. He seems to think it's a breech of trust.
Should I avoid bringing it up, from now on, even if I feel it might help explain my mindset more? Currently, I feel justified in how I've brought it up, like with you. I want to be sure I'm not doing something wrong.
yeah that's what i want to. but you know, things don't always work the way we want.
[Him wanting mutants for a long time since he arrived at this casino and then monkey paw curls. Although yeah, probably best if he doesn't mention that Esikko messaged him like this.]
honestly? i think you should avoid bringing it up. even if his wall thing is really fucking weird, i guess it's really not that different from someone just taking notes about people in a journal or whatever. it's just more serial killer vibes. which. yeah okay i'm not helping my reasoning but. like all you needed to tell me was that he tried to hurt you, i didn't need to know the extra details.
and bringing up his wall seems to genuinely piss him off and we're avoiding that, right?
( Isn't it the fact that it's serial killer vibes that it's the problem!! But he takes note of all this, and even if he feels strangely offended that Scott says he didn't need to know the extra details, he's trying to ignore that. )
Sure. I'm not used to this, you know. Normal responses, I guess. So it feels like I have to check.
But I'll avoid bringing that up from now on, since someone like you thinks it's for the best.
Anger is a shield, covering things like fear or embarrassment beneath it. From what I've seen of his past, he's always been shown violence, so it's not so strange to think he might resort to it so quickly himself, or that it would be his natural response to anger.
See, it's not that I don't understand. It's that he claims to want to change and then falls right back to these habits unapologetically.
he's always known violence, yeah. i think that's a good way to describe him. but you know his reality is a lot different from mine, he's mentioned mutants being collared and basically mistreated, right?
i imagine that it's not easy for him to escape some of those more shitty instincts, even if he is trying to improve.
not saying that it's okay that he lost his temper and tried to murder you though. cause of course not.
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no i didn't mention that to him. we were already having a pretty bad conversation and didn't feel like making it worse.
did he do something?
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You didn't? Urgh, that means I must have mentioned it to someone else...
He confronted me about it rather aggressively via the Watch. Told me to give him names of who I told but I didn't want to paint targets, and I can't recall who I've mentioned it to... I've just used it in explanation.
It's fine, he never came over like he threatened to, so he must have calmed down. I think.
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so he threatened to kill you? but he didn't actually go through with it? glad he's sticking to that still.
which. sorry, yeah, i know that sounds shitty for you.
[.....] if you ever need to give a name out, you can give mine.
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Second of all, he didn't directly threaten to kill me, but he said things like "how many times do I have to tell you not to piss me off" and "if you don't tell me, I'm going to come over there." Which is a threat enough, I think? But it's been a day since I ignored that, and he hasn't shown up. So, it's fine.
He said someone had come to "fact check" me, which I had just assumed was you... Now I'm a bit worried, but I wonder if he's making some things up, or misremembering from those shifts of his.
Anyway, I'm sorry to bother you.
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uh yeah dude, i'd say that's pretty threatening. but if he hasn't shown up yet then i doubt he will. maybe he is getting better. that's what i want for him.
yeah i've talked to him not too long after our conservation in the onsen. i just didn't mention the wall thing.
also you're not bothering me. this is important.
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( He's trying to think about who else he might have told about the wall... Dodger knew about Bakugo. Surely he'd assume Dabi knew too? And Dabi wasn't the type to talk idly to him, anyway, let alone reveal anything. Who else... the brothers...?? Had he even mentioned that to them?
Thinking about this is exhausting. )
If it's not a bother, can I maybe ask this?
I saw that wall after he reluctantly brought me to his room while I was in a vulnerable state. He told me not to tell anyone about it, and I may have agreed in the moment to avoid violence. But now, I feel it's fair to bring up when explaining why I'm bothered by him. He seems to think it's a breech of trust.
Should I avoid bringing it up, from now on, even if I feel it might help explain my mindset more? Currently, I feel justified in how I've brought it up, like with you. I want to be sure I'm not doing something wrong.
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[Him wanting mutants for a long time since he arrived at this casino and then monkey paw curls. Although yeah, probably best if he doesn't mention that Esikko messaged him like this.]
honestly? i think you should avoid bringing it up. even if his wall thing is really fucking weird, i guess it's really not that different from someone just taking notes about people in a journal or whatever. it's just more serial killer vibes. which. yeah okay i'm not helping my reasoning but. like all you needed to tell me was that he tried to hurt you, i didn't need to know the extra details.
and bringing up his wall seems to genuinely piss him off and we're avoiding that, right?
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Sure. I'm not used to this, you know. Normal responses, I guess. So it feels like I have to check.
But I'll avoid bringing that up from now on, since someone like you thinks it's for the best.
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look i'm just more focused on his instinct of hurting people or even trying to kill them if they just piss him off. especially for mutants like us.
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See, it's not that I don't understand. It's that he claims to want to change and then falls right back to these habits unapologetically.
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i imagine that it's not easy for him to escape some of those more shitty instincts, even if he is trying to improve.
not saying that it's okay that he lost his temper and tried to murder you though. cause of course not.
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I don't know. If he doesn't know you know, let's just keep it that way and hope things settle.
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i've handled worse than him.
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Still, I get it. I'll keep your offer in mind, if I end up backed into a corner.
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guess i'm the dumbass that still believes that he can.
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But now, I think it might be strength?
What I mean is that I don't think you're wrong to think that way. You have a good heart.
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if i give up here, i won't last back home.