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Scott 'has zero self-respect' Summers ([personal profile] laserguy) wrote2023-04-19 07:51 pm
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-06-30 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate the thought that you could have, but you see? If I were to get mad at you, I'd have to get mad at plenty of people. You were not the only person who almost killed someone I like, you see? Ah, if I didn't dissipate any ability upon touch, I myself would have been toast. There, there. It wasn't your fault, and it wasn't hers, either.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-06 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
(they also tried to kill him. had 'no longer human' been his ability, dazai might as well not be walking and talking right now. a sad realization to him, of course, as it always is, but scott had reacted so strongly that he definitely doesn't want to make him feel that right now.

instead, his hand goes to the boy's hair. slow, gentle petting.)


Get mad at that thing. Not at you, or her. It's useless and it'll only drive you apart when you can't fix something that wasn't your fault in the first place. That's not what you want, is it?
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-10 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
(one day, he'll ask all the teenagers why is it that they like dazai so much - or at least, trust him enough with this, seeing their vulnerabilities, holding their emotions. embracing.)

Nothing will ever make sense, Scott. It's up to you to give sense to it. That's not something the world will give you. Even if I directed you towards any, it really is up to you only to take it.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-11 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, kiddo. It is hard, I won't lie to you about this. One thing, however - you don't have to make sense of it now. Perhaps it doesn't even have to. It's what you do with it. I could be using my own ability to make your life a living hell, but instead, I'm using it to look at you! Everything is different every passing moment, we just can't see it that well. You'll find your footing, just like everyone else is trying to.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-11 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I've used it to hurt people. It's part of what makes me want to help others today. It's all a big path, kid, you're walking yours? Just be patient, ok? Yeah?

(poor q. the kid used as a mass weapon, just a kid -- a monster of a kid, but dazai can't blame them at all. that said, isn't that his own leverage to his life? values, morals, all things scott will find for himself in due time.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-14 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
You're a good kid. You don't get to forget that and let your anxiety take over, alright?

(is he not giving permission, putting himself in a position of mentor once again, or is he simply motivating? who exactly knows. dazai's hand comes to rid scott's cheeks of any salty water that might still be drying, and he smiles.)

I'm also going to take care of you, so you don't need to worry so much.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-07-16 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
(ay, kiddo, he's actually taking his handkerchief to give him. it's fine to cry -- like dazai said, it's fine to make any expression he wants to make. those are his feelings, after all, and all he can do is be there for them.)

Ah, probably not. Kotone-chan is breathing, and I take care of her often, down to the point we braid her hair and do her nails, and all that. You'll be fine. I can assure that.