all the crazy persona shit i've done and a plain old knifecane through the ribs is what almost takes me out
absolutely ridiculous, haha
[Passing out in Goro's arms on the sidewalk in a pool of his own blood and waking up briefly choking on air only to wake up again in the hospital with a tube in his chest... Yeah. Scary is a good word.]
[Not Well, which is why he's trying to avoid seeing most people. It has to get worse before it gets better, but he'll bounce back. Just give him a week or so.]
[ONCE AGAIN THESE WILDCARDS..... although isn't Akira acting like this because he almost died in the first place? It's a far different reaction than Minato or Kotone. He actually seems shaken and shit. It's why he's taking a small road trip.]
i guess when you can summon a bunch of demons and stuff, you felt invincible for a while?
[Come to think of it, he really doesn't know what Akira does back home with his Personas. He knows Kotone and Minato by extension, but...]
[Scott you never asked, he's a silent protag. He doesn't like talking, let alone about himself. He shrugs, despite knowing Scott can't see the gesture.]
But guess the yelling has to come another time. Because dealing with almost dying.]
...yeah, it sucks being reminded that we're just a bunch of assholes vulnerable to a bunch of crap. like i shoot lasers out of my eyes, but a knife would still bring me down too.
tablet stays in a bag i take everywhere, no worries.
[He takes a bit longer to answer the second bit, because he owes Scott the truth, and he has to sort of think about it to be sure he's giving the truth.]
yeah. alone is what i need right now, so i can sort myself out properly. i appreciate you, scott. i'll check in with you.
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absolutely ridiculous, haha
[Passing out in Goro's arms on the sidewalk in a pool of his own blood and waking up briefly choking on air only to wake up again in the hospital with a tube in his chest... Yeah. Scary is a good word.]
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[He really wants to see how Akira is really doing, but he knows he has to respect his boundaries right now. Ugh, it's still aggravating though.]
besides, even if you summon a persona and stuff, you're still like me and everyone else.
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[Not Well, which is why he's trying to avoid seeing most people. It has to get worse before it gets better, but he'll bounce back. Just give him a week or so.]
yeah. that's hard to remember sometimes
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[Any other time, he might've mentioned how he saw Dara clinging to Shinjiro and everything, but now isn't the time.]
why? because there's a demon inside your head? big fucking deal. [He may or may not be a little sour still with the the whole thing with Kotone.]
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[He sees you, Scott.]
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Akira you fucking asshole.]
oh my god you're a wildcard too.
[ONCE AGAIN THESE WILDCARDS..... although isn't Akira acting like this because he almost died in the first place? It's a far different reaction than Minato or Kotone. He actually seems shaken and shit. It's why he's taking a small road trip.]
i guess when you can summon a bunch of demons and stuff, you felt invincible for a while?
[Come to think of it, he really doesn't know what Akira does back home with his Personas. He knows Kotone and Minato by extension, but...]
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something like that, yeah
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But guess the yelling has to come another time. Because dealing with almost dying.]
...yeah, it sucks being reminded that we're just a bunch of assholes vulnerable to a bunch of crap. like i shoot lasers out of my eyes, but a knife would still bring me down too.
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anyway, i just wanted to let you know. i'll be back in a week or so.
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hey. are you sure you'll be fine on your own? and don't give me a bullshit answer.
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[He takes a bit longer to answer the second bit, because he owes Scott the truth, and he has to sort of think about it to be sure he's giving the truth.]
yeah. alone is what i need right now, so i can sort myself out properly. i appreciate you, scott. i'll check in with you.