[He wonders how much Ken knows about Ange. Sounds like possibly even more than him; he's aware of her abusive aunt and everything, but they really haven't gotten to much else. He's not going to pry now.
It's a little sobering. Not to mention, Ange has told Scott that she's dead back home and... isn't that familiar? Something twists in his chest and suddenly, he finds this all a little less fun, but he tries to keep up. He's not going to be the one to tell Ken that.]
Okay, that's a good start, but there are other things too, like. Do you want to hold her hand? Spend whole days with her? Kiss her??
[If only Scott could see Ken right now. He was getting flustered and just found his face getting hotter. Instead, he gave a cough before continuing onward!]
Aren't I a little too young to be kissing her? But I do want to spend the entire day with her or just...hold her hand too.
[But at the same time, given everything on? He also knows it was impossible for him to do much of anything.]
Uh, maybe? That's something you'd have to talk with Ange, I guess.
[Oh right, the age gap. Honestly, he's pretty sure Ange is going to say no for that reason alone, but not his responsibility to burst this. He wants to be encouraging!]
Hmm, from this evidence alone... I think you do have a crush! When I started developing feelings for Kotone, I felt the same way. Wanting to hold her hand, spending the entire day with her, making her happy. Whenever she smiled at me, I felt my heart beat faster.
It seems like I do. Which makes me wonder what I should do about it.
[On the one hand, he also knows he can't bottle things up. It wouldn't do him any good. On the other, he wasn't even sure how she would react to it and what he should do afterwards too....]
You know, especially with how crazy things can get around here. Or how any of us can go home without warning, you know? Even if she might say 'no,' it's better to have an answer than none at all.
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But I guess it was then that I realized.
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Like wanting to see her happy, no matter what? Or when she smiles at you, you feel like you're on top of the world?
[Granted, Ange doesn't smile, but not the point!!]
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...I don't want to see her upset anymore.
And when she told me I didn't do that bad on the cake, it made me happy to know she liked it.
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It's a little sobering. Not to mention, Ange has told Scott that she's dead back home and... isn't that familiar? Something twists in his chest and suddenly, he finds this all a little less fun, but he tries to keep up. He's not going to be the one to tell Ken that.]
Okay, that's a good start, but there are other things too, like. Do you want to hold her hand? Spend whole days with her? Kiss her??
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Aren't I a little too young to be kissing her? But I do want to spend the entire day with her or just...hold her hand too.
[But at the same time, given everything on? He also knows it was impossible for him to do much of anything.]
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[Oh right, the age gap. Honestly, he's pretty sure Ange is going to say no for that reason alone, but not his responsibility to burst this. He wants to be encouraging!]
Hmm, from this evidence alone... I think you do have a crush! When I started developing feelings for Kotone, I felt the same way. Wanting to hold her hand, spending the entire day with her, making her happy. Whenever she smiled at me, I felt my heart beat faster.
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It seems like I do. Which makes me wonder what I should do about it.
[On the one hand, he also knows he can't bottle things up. It wouldn't do him any good. On the other, he wasn't even sure how she would react to it and what he should do afterwards too....]
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......What if I don't want to? What would she even say?
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It's better to just get it out in the open.
You know, especially with how crazy things can get around here. Or how any of us can go home without warning, you know? Even if she might say 'no,' it's better to have an answer than none at all.
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It's still not something I really want to talk about. I haven't even said any of this to Kotone-san.
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Speaking of which, did you want me to tell her about this?
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I just know that I'm still struggling with how to feel about this. I never dealt with having a crush before until now........
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Maybe spend some more time with her? You don't have to confess right away, but uh, just don't forget where we're at and everything.
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...I'm just really nervous what will happen if I tell her. I wonder if she would still want to be my friend if I do...
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...Thanks, I really appreciate you helping me out.
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Tell me how it goes when you finally get the courage to confess.