Work, which I did because I was trying to understand the worst in people, so I could find something good about living, and want to live myself. You're very lively, so I don't expect you to understand this part yourself.

(after all, he looked. he tried, he squinted, he has done horrible things, and yet, nothing. nothing made him want to press on as people often do.

odasaku did, and then odasaku was taken from him by the place he helped thrive.)