[Even when he's like this, it's extremely hard for Scott to say no to her. Partly because he still loves being around her, that feeling still present despite the heavy weight of something crushing down on him. It doesn't fully go away, but just hearing her voice, knowing that she's here for him, makes it a little more manageable. He's being selfish though, isn't he? Potentially putting her in danger by allowing her to come here.
That thought only increases as he sees the black markings trail up from his fingertips. Maybe he should've tried harder to say 'no' to her, but he hates making her sad. It felt like a lose-lose situation no matter what.
He shuffles close to his bedroom door and keeps it locked, but he wants to be close so that he doesn't have to shout his response across his room.]
Sandwiches. [Some levity in all this right--] Kotone, I'm sorry that you came all the way here... but I don't think you should be near me right now.
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That thought only increases as he sees the black markings trail up from his fingertips. Maybe he should've tried harder to say 'no' to her, but he hates making her sad. It felt like a lose-lose situation no matter what.
He shuffles close to his bedroom door and keeps it locked, but he wants to be close so that he doesn't have to shout his response across his room.]
Sandwiches. [Some levity in all this right--] Kotone, I'm sorry that you came all the way here... but I don't think you should be near me right now.